I'm very unwell today. Skipped moral studies class to have a good rest. Yet, there are so many things to think of...
Dilemma 1: Changing blog URL?
June a.k.a drama queen once told me that she hopes nobody on earth will read her blog as she blogs because she needs a space to express herself.
I couldn't understand her until recently, I discovered that there are few scammers who created some fake identity and moving actively in my blog. In fact, they are people around me, people who I know, people who I see almost everyday.
What’s the reason of them doing so? I don’t know. I will never understand fools like that.
You wanna understand me better? Then TALK TO ME.
Catching some attention? I HATE COWARDS GUYS like that.
Should I change the blog URL and just keep it to myself or disclose it to a specific group of people? One day, if u find it difficult to access my blog, i've made up my mind. Why they just can't make life simple?
Dilemma 2: Shifting out from home?
I am searching for room around college.
My parents said I will never get used of staying around that area. My friends said I fall sick quite often even when I'm staying at home. They claim that I don’t know how to take care of myself.
They didn't know what’s my reason of wanting to stay outside. Intermediate exam is in May 2009, the very near future and I have to put more effort studying. Dealing with University of London external is not an EASY task. I don’t want my family, especially mummy to see me suffering studying throughout the night, stay up early in the morning to deal with loads of assignments, forcing myself to wake up for classes every morning and coming home with the tired face.
I WANNA KEEP ALL THIS TO MYSELF. Let me be the only one to suffer. I just wanted them to be proud of me with this degree title without knowing how much I've actually suffered for this bloody title. I don't want them to be worried.
我竟会在一个曾经有我和他足迹的地方想起另一个男生
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